All you give me was pretend..

I'm sorry for the late update, I've been very busy and distracted by a lot of things. I worked every morning, the last couple of days, so I am kinda tired though. Tomorrow it's my last day, and Tuesday I am going on vacation to Turkey. So I told you before about this guy I met at work. Last Wednesday, he resigned hisself at work, because he had another job at a local pizzacompany. That already got me sad, but we had a long conversation the day after about personal things. And he trusted me, and told me things he never talked about before.. It made me feel special. But after that, he also told me, he met a girl at some attractionpark and he liked her. So yesterday he went to her.. I feel really fed up with this. I just don't want to fall in love ever again. It hurts me, so bad. Last night I had this crazy and terrible dream. I saw him, and he spoke to me, and he told me that they were together (he and this girl he met). I responsed a bit sad and angry and we got in this real big fight and he never wanted to see me again. I haven't spoke to him in two days, and he doesn't text me back. So I am really confused right now, because he gave me all those signs, which other people also saw. I hate this part right here..