Vacation part II

The last week, we haven't done much. We just went to the beach or the swimming pool and swam a lot. I love swimming! Saturday, we went diving with divingcentre: Divers Delight. It was so awesome! First we got into the water, to start practising swimming with the fins on our feet and glasses. Then they gave us wetsuits, and they made us ready for the dive. It was very strange to know, that you're half an hour underwater, breathing, 4 meters deep. I saw a lot fish, pretty and coloured ones. We gave them bread, and they did eat it, which I really didn't expected. And we also played games with our instructor. It was an amazing experience ;) They also filmed us:

Tuesday, it was our very last day. The day before, we made another appointment for the Hammam, just to come home relaxed. Which happened ;) We packed our last stuff, dropped them in a special room for it. It was a long day, because we had another hour of delaying. So our flight was at 00:50 A.M. But we enjoyed ourselves, so it wasn't that bad. i was happy to be home again, but the difference between Turkey and Holland was 30 degrees. I was shocked by that! I love Turkey, and I'd love it to go back again, next year ;)

Vacation part I

Wednesday July, 28st they dropped us at the hotel, and I went straight to bed because I was soooo tired. Our flight was delayed for an hour, so that wasn't relaxed either. After we woke up, we had breakfast and went sight-seeing. There was this long, nice and amusing boulevard, full of stores, and restaurants. All the people were very friendly. On Friday we made an appointment for the 'Hammam' on Saturday. So Saturday they picked us up, in the afternoon and they drove us to Fethiye. There, we went into the sauna and after that, they scrubbed and cleaned us. It was very nice, and relaxing. We also got a massage, but that wasn't really my thing. She did it very hard, and not nice. My back hurt for 3 days. And then, it was finally Sunday. Yay, birthday girl! When I arrived breakfast, there was 1 pink table, full of roses and other flowers, and in the middle of the table there was a heart. It was so cute, they made that for me! In the evening we went to a Turkish restaurant, and we had a delicious meal. Tuesday we made a boattrip of 8 hours, which was very fun! We stopped 5 times, near an island, and the water was so clear, and fresh. It was awesome : ) Part II is upcoming, X

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Hey there everybody, I am back! Tuesday on Wednesday night I came home, and I am very happy about that. Turkey was awesome, it was very sunny but home sweet home. I love to see my friends again, and to talk about everything that happened while we were on vacation. Later I will tell you about my vacation ;) Wednesday we picked up my dog Diesel at my sister, I was so happy to see him again, and so was he, haha. After we got back home, I went to Miranda. We talked for hours. Friday I went to Stephanie with Miranda. Together we went shopping, and I bought new shoes. Later that evening, Fleur came by, who just got back from Belgium. Saturday evening, I had a sleepover at Fleur's place, and we watched Gossip girl the whole night. Unfortunately, we weren't able to go to the city with Pim and Remco. Next time more luck : ) Sunday, we all went outside (Fleur, Miranda, Sven, Richard and me). Yesterday, I talked to my boss, and I've got a different function, I am so happy! Today I have to babysit, I'm looking forward to that because I haven't seen those kids in months. What was your vacation like? Lots of love!

I can't tell you something that ain't real

I packed my bags, and I am ready to leave. I really can't wait to arrive in Turkey! In about an hour, I am going to my uncle and aunt. They will bring us to the airport. We will arrive around 1 A.M in our hotel, so this will be a hard night for me because I am already tired. I hope I will catch some sleep in the plane. The weather here is not bad, but could be better so I am really looking forward to the nice weather in Çalis (41 Degrees!). I don't wanna burn, so I bought loads of sunmilk, let's keep our fingers crossed haha! I don't think I will post for the next two weeks, but I am not sure. I'm taking my laptop with me, but I don't promise anything. Enjoy your vacation, w'ell keep in touch! Love.

What a waste of my heart

I know, I know.. I already posted today. But I have to do something, else I'll go thinking and get crazy. So I spoke to the guy. It started like a normal conversation, but it ended up me telling about my feelings for him. He apologized for giving me the wrong signs and told me he felt very sad about this all.. I told him I got used to this all with boys and love and he wanted to talk about it. But there's nothing left to say, he likes her and not me. There's nothing we can do about that. He wants to stay friends, but it's hard to see him and knowing he's not mine, and never will be. I feel really sad, and I didn't went to work today, and I'm not going to, tomorrow. I'm going to the city to get the last stuff I'll need before I'm leaving, and after that I'm getting my bags packed. I feel like crying.. but two weeks I'll be far gone from this and after that I hope I feel better. I don't wanna lose him as a friend..

All you give me was pretend..

I'm sorry for the late update, I've been very busy and distracted by a lot of things. I worked every morning, the last couple of days, so I am kinda tired though. Tomorrow it's my last day, and Tuesday I am going on vacation to Turkey. So I told you before about this guy I met at work. Last Wednesday, he resigned hisself at work, because he had another job at a local pizzacompany. That already got me sad, but we had a long conversation the day after about personal things. And he trusted me, and told me things he never talked about before.. It made me feel special. But after that, he also told me, he met a girl at some attractionpark and he liked her. So yesterday he went to her.. I feel really fed up with this. I just don't want to fall in love ever again. It hurts me, so bad. Last night I had this crazy and terrible dream. I saw him, and he spoke to me, and he told me that they were together (he and this girl he met). I responsed a bit sad and angry and we got in this real big fight and he never wanted to see me again. I haven't spoke to him in two days, and he doesn't text me back. So I am really confused right now, because he gave me all those signs, which other people also saw. I hate this part right here..

Define like

"How do you think I feel? I haven't slept. I feel sick, like there's something in my stomach. Fluttering." Quote by Chuck Bass (Ed Westwick). So I've been having this weird feeling lately. I met a guy at work, and he's really nice to me and stuff. He makes me smile and when I don't see him, or when I don't speak to him, I have this crazy feeling like I miss something. So yeah, I probably like him. I just don't want to. That sounds weird, right? I know. Last year, I met a boy and I was totally in love with him and he gave me the feeling he did also. Unfortunately all he gave me was pretend. So I became more careful with love and boys. I just don't want another broken heart. So I won't let people in, that soon.. It's harder than you think. When everybody surrounding me, is in love and get's love back and I am still lonely, I find it hard to believe that somebody could love me. Anyway, I'll be giving it a shot, if I am able to do it.. I hope so. Wish me luck! XO